been so long

hi everybody,
it has been so long since i last blogged, and i doubt if anybody would even notice this blog tho HAHAHA 
is this what blogging is about, i blog for a few months and i stopped blogging for a few years hehheh 
anyway i decided to get back to blogging since i got the urge to do so \^o^/ by the way it is has been 6 days since ryeowook's enlistment, although from what people see, it doesnt really have such a great impact on me but i definitely missed him and would like people to know that i would remember and wait for him even if it would take 2 years or longer than that . actually, it is great that he would be in army for 2 years so that he would not be able to, you know, get himself somebody HAHAHA sorry for being selfish but i believe that it would sort of be unfair if i couldnt have a chance before somebody take away the rights of mine HAHA oh shit, guess i had exposed too much on my affection from ryeowook hehe 

from here, you can see that i am not sort of a blog person and i am quite weak in this aspect omg why did i even develop an interest in blogging, i might regret doing this 10 years down the road :"), or maybe not, we shall see, who knows, i might not even be alive by then :"( 
haha, hopefully, i can improve my english through blogging, which i doubt so LOL